Thursday, May 6, 2010

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LIFE......Huhh !!!!

This one's regarding the desperation of a failed man, desperately in need of happiness. . .
Don't consider me like this. .
I was jst in his shoes to pen down his feelings !!!
And it was an accident writing this, I was sad, Fucked up, sitting in a saloon,
Waitin for my turn. . . I wrote this in my cell's notepad. . .huhh !!!

Don't know what lyf's made out of me. . .
LIFE. . .huhh !!

I feel annoyed, but cant find out what's wrong.

DILEMMA. . .
DECEPTIONS. . .
Just my shadow besides me, i'm moving. . .
Don't know where this road leads,
Don't know what i'll get at the end of it.

HAPPINESS. . .
LOVE. . .
These are far gone emotions,
Don't know why they left me. . .
Don't know when i'll get them back. . .
I'm standing in the middle of nowhere. . .
Life is'nt just breathing,
Life is'nt just a beating heart,
It's a lot more. . .I guess. . .My guesses. . .huhh !!

FAMILY. . .
FRIENDS. . .
They're close but not with me,
Separated from me. . .
A distance thats growing with passing days,
I'm trying to pull them back,
But my efforts not worth gaining. . .I guess. . .huhh !!

SUCCESS. . .
RESULT. . .
Again i'm a leftover,
Pain's all that i've achieved,
Dreams shattered. . .
Trust lost. . .
I tried, but failed. . .I guess. . .huhh !!

Life's a trouble, I never step back,
But moving ahead is also not helping me out. . .

These days i encounter nightmares,
I see myself sitting alone under a dark tree,
Its raining around. . .
I'm not crying. . .
Its just the rain drops. . .I guess. . .My guesses. . .huhh !!

I swim around in my mind all the time,
It's a dangerous neighbourhood, never go there alone. . .
It's making me insane.

NIRVANA. . .
END. . .
I need all this to leave me,
I cherish my past. . .
I was good back then,
I want to go back again. . .
Life has matured,
and now its difficult to turn around,
I long for a "Time machine".

FAIRY TALES. . .
SCIENCE FICTIONS. . .
An effort to make you believe the unbelievable. . .

A sea animal, on land, trying hard to fly,
Thats my story. . .
Next to impossible. . .I guess. . .My guesses. . .huhh !!

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