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Its page of my diary dated - 23/12/2008 . . . . . . .

Today , not feeling well , actually i'm sad without any reason , sometimes such emotions arise , and you can't even make out why you are feeling such an emotional storm , like you lost someone very near , someone close to your heart . . . . . . . . .

And in our anxiety , we tend to take refuge in silence , but it's the silence that is burdensome , enforced by circumstances , a silence born of despair , of a sense of powerlessness , of our inability to change the situation .

But at the same time ,

It is the silence that brings inner security and with it the the dawn of the kingdom of peace and justice , truth and love.

In this silence , we often write , to express our inner feelings , thoughts and when there is a genuine attempt to reveal what we experience deeply , we find words inadequate.

Today i find myself too in the same situation , very silent , for not being able to get something , i genuinely required the most.

This feeling is a journey to our centre , where we experience God with us , God within us.